I saw you today. You just came out of nowhere and ended up talking to me while I was eating lunch. I missed you. I missed you a lot. I just don’t want to accept the fact that I do. I keep refusing these days.
I refuse to eat a lot. I refuse to accept the fact that I can’t be with the person I love. I refuse to accept the fact that the person I am starting to like more than I should ended it even before it started.
Anyways, he hugged me and well, I wanted to hug him some more and maybe not let him go, but he brokefree so what else could I do? A friend of him came by and started talking to him until he just got up and took his things and went away. I didn’t know what to say because I felt kinda disrespected with that. I felt ignored and I just wanted to scream at the guy and tell him, “Don’t you see we are talking here?” In the end, I just sat there and said nothing. He said goodbye, but it didn’t feel like one. He was in a hurry for something. I passed by him and he just glanced at me and turned away. I guess, that’s it. Nothing more.
Messaged received.
Does it hurt? I don’t know. I can’t say it doesn’t.
i have already finished all the summaries and stuff needed for studying for the test. i will do my best to pass. this is for all of us. i know we are all trying very hard to make things work and this is my way of helping us all. if we don’t help each other, we are nothing but a dead end. we share this body and we cannot lose it. hurting this body means hurting ourselves. this is something that we take responsibility of. i will take care of us.
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